Musings

I want to wake up right next to you
Wrapped up in your sweet embrace
Covered with your loving kisses..
Hearing sweet nothings from those beautiful lips..

June 30 1:37 pm

STOP

I know i should stop
I know this is wrong
But how could something so wrong feel this damn right
It blows my mind..

Myriads of blocks

Plenty of circumstances

all a replay and a constant loop

will it ever end?

Sep 13 8:21am

I never expected to have u as my friend
Much more to fall for you than i intend
But i know that with every laugh, a sigh
Every smile, a tear runs down my eye

That though i love you more than a friend
Cruel fate has dictated for us
That we could never be more..

Sep 13 7:40am

My Love

If time permits and fate allows us to be together.. i can’t guarantee that our life will be better, that it will all be rainbows and sunshines.. there will definitely be storms, maybe some hurtful banters, plenty of petty spats here and there.. but i would rather have that with you than a lifetime not knowing what it feels like to wake up every day right next to you.. not to have the opportunity to be by your side, your confidant, your all.. who’ll laugh with you, cry with you.. listen to each other’s crazy and even boring stories.. to have the chance to feel your beautiful soul and call you My Love..

Sep 13 7:38am

You

The days and weeks
Go by
Every second counts
For you and me
And yet,
I still fail to see
Why fate decided
For us to meet
I’d like to think
A general lesson?
That we are
Fated to meet
But only as friends
Fated to love
But not to be lovers
Thus it is a cruel world
Where you meet
The one
So close yet so far..
Within reach
out of grasp..
So with a tear
I silently say goodbye..

Sep 13 7:24am

My Love VL

I love you
You have to know that..
No matter what happens, no matter where life takes us from here on end..
Know that I love you
Not just as a friend but YOU
All of you..
Always, always remember
You have my heart
Regardless of time and circumstance..

June 30 12:42 pm

I dont want to gamble on someone who doesnt want to take a bet.. and what? Lose at this late in the game?!

May 29 4:26am

I can’t keep clinging myself to anyone who gets close to me, use it like swallowing a happy pill to escape the bitterness of my reality..

May 24 5:24 pm