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Let me just count down the list as to why I hate my life right now..

Everything sucks, nothing is working in my life right now..

Job is pathetic and really I am just tired of it..

Everyone around me sucks.. hate everyone.. hate everyone period

My life is just one big spiral of disappointments

Nothing good is happening

I feel like everything is just topsy turvy no direction no meaning

I mean come on!!! cut me some slack here God!

Like really?!!? why?! why does it go the way it does..


I am ranting out like a drunk bitch..

really I had to complain.. i just had to..


I had to let it out.. i really have to..

coz nothing makes sense.. at all! Nothing!

I keep hoping for something good to happen at every turn

But it always ends up as disappointment..


It’s very frustrating and disheartening..

I am losing my patience.. I am losing my will to live..

I don’t know what to do..


I am so full of hate.. full of anger..

I hate the way my life is going.. and I’m pretty sure I’m the only one to blame.. if not solely.. but really can’t pinpoint anyone at the moment.

it’s really pathetic.. I am pathetic..


I hate my life..

and I could go on and on..

I just do.. I feel like punching, shouting, kicking.. just really making a fit..


I am a sad piece of shit.. doesn’t deserve to live..

doesn’t deserve to live at all..



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DIY Valentines Day Gift Ideas (part 2)

Since it’s already the LOVE month, I have been researching online to find an inspiration to create the perfect DIY gift for my baby love.. This is in continuation to my first article.

Till date I still have not decided what I want to make and give my partner for Valentines still finding for that PING! and light bulb.. 🙂

In the meantime, enjoy these wonderful projects made by a lot of great people. Credits all goes to them and you can find all the sites for your reference.


  1. Candy Huggers PDF: Valentine's Day Candy Huggers
  2. 52 Reasons I Love You                19 Great DIY Valentine’s Day Gift Ideas for Him
  3. Heart Bulb cute gift
  4. Fabric Roses fabric rose bouquet for men
  5. Accented Photo Frame love frame
  6. Origami Boxes
  7. Melted Crayon Hearts
  8. Treat Match Box Red Hot Valentine 8
  9. Valentine Candy Bottle with DIY Heart Arrows
  10. DIY Movie Popcorn Invitation
  11. Chocolate Bouquet sweet chocolate bouquet
  12. Memory Jar
  13. 7 days of LOVE pillbox idea
  14. Nutty Valentine idea     
  15. Dynamite Valentines DIY you're dynamite valentine
  16. Vintage Photo Mason Jar                                                   
  17. Tin Can luminaries heart-light-diy-display
  18. Heart Candle Jar


Please note that I don’t own the photos for any of the above mentioned subjects.

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Art in Matchboxes

I just saw a very nice website that showed creativity and resourcefulness out of old matchboxes. The results were awesome and so cute, I decided to share it here. Who knows, it might spark up some inspiration in doing one yourself, I know I will especially since Valentines is close. I wanted to give my partner a one of a kind special DIY gift which is why in the past articles I have been featuring different kinds of arts and craft projects. It’s amazing what other people could come up with out of the simplest things.


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love magic valentine matchbox shrine - paper crafts, scrapbooking & atcs (artist trading cards) 

   Miniature Book, Matchbox art, Miniature Art, Monet Waterlilies, Perception, Art Lover Gift Idea, Art book, Illustrated book, gcp4, ab All You Need Is... , Matchbox Diorama Matchbox Art-- Song--Music--  'Drift Away"


Below are the list of links where to find instructions and features on the above projects:

Link 1  Link 2 Link 3 Link 4 Link 5 Link 6 Link 7 Link 8