Posted in Just messing with my mind

Borderline of friendship

Just recently I had a rift with a very close friend of mine.. She is not just a close friend but someone I considered to be my sister, an older sister.. Who saw through plenty of my ventures here in Dubai.. She’s been there thru thick and thin and I could say we’ve shared alot of things than most people share in a lifetime..

Sad to say this gap, this feud we have between us is still ongoing and I don’t see the end of it yet.. Just to step back a bit, we both actually have the same qualities.. Same personalities and though she’s older than me, our minds just click like we’ve known each other for years.. She understands me and I understand her or so I thought I did..

We both have the same line of work.. since we used to work together and that’s where we first met and found out that we were great as friends.. We both have preferences in partners.. although my partner is a far cry from hers (i knw!).. We have pretty much the same circle of friends.. and I met my partner because of her, partially.. and she was the reason why me and my partner came together making me realize in the process that she was THE ONE.. To be honest I have nothing against her as a person, I just have everything against her partner. That person who dare face and say she loves my ate and does the opposite leaves nothing to my taste AT ALL! She doesn’t deserve this person who I look up to so much. This person to whom I’ve stood by throughout all the decisions she has made ever since we became friends.

I guess what it all comes down to is that both our prides and egos got hurt in the process. I was very much disappointed in her, making me pull out an all out cold war with her.

I dunno when I would be able to speak to her again.. I miss her but I can’t miss out the fact that she hurt me and made me realize how I really don’t know her after all this time..

Posted in Quotable quotes

In life..

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be the person we are. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories. But never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you’re going..

Posted in Quotable quotes

Something to inspire…

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. …:)