Posted in And there was light..

I HATE MY LIFE!

Let me just count down the list as to why I hate my life right now..

Everything sucks, nothing is working in my life right now..

Job is pathetic and really I am just tired of it..

Everyone around me sucks.. hate everyone.. hate everyone period

My life is just one big spiral of disappointments

Nothing good is happening

I feel like everything is just topsy turvy no direction no meaning

I mean come on!!! cut me some slack here God!

Like really?!!? why?! why does it go the way it does..

 

I am ranting out like a drunk bitch..

really I had to complain.. i just had to..

 

I had to let it out.. i really have to..

coz nothing makes sense.. at all! Nothing!

I keep hoping for something good to happen at every turn

But it always ends up as disappointment..

 

It’s very frustrating and disheartening..

I am losing my patience.. I am losing my will to live..

I don’t know what to do..

 

I am so full of hate.. full of anger..

I hate the way my life is going.. and I’m pretty sure I’m the only one to blame.. if not solely.. but really can’t pinpoint anyone at the moment.

it’s really pathetic.. I am pathetic..

 

I hate my life..

and I could go on and on..

I just do.. I feel like punching, shouting, kicking.. just really making a fit..

 

I am a sad piece of shit.. doesn’t deserve to live..

doesn’t deserve to live at all..

 

 

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DIY Valentines Day Gift Ideas (part 2)

Since it’s already the LOVE month, I have been researching online to find an inspiration to create the perfect DIY gift for my baby love.. This is in continuation to my first article.

Till date I still have not decided what I want to make and give my partner for Valentines still finding for that PING! and light bulb.. 🙂

In the meantime, enjoy these wonderful projects made by a lot of great people. Credits all goes to them and you can find all the sites for your reference.

 

  1. Candy Huggers PDF: Valentine's Day Candy Huggers
  2. 52 Reasons I Love You                19 Great DIY Valentine’s Day Gift Ideas for Him
  3. Heart Bulb cute gift
  4. Fabric Roses fabric rose bouquet for men
  5. Accented Photo Frame love frame
  6. Origami Boxes
  7. Melted Crayon Hearts
  8. Treat Match Box Red Hot Valentine 8
  9. Valentine Candy Bottle with DIY Heart Arrows
  10. DIY Movie Popcorn Invitation
  11. Chocolate Bouquet sweet chocolate bouquet
  12. Memory Jar
  13. 7 days of LOVE pillbox idea
  14. Nutty Valentine idea     
  15. Dynamite Valentines DIY you're dynamite valentine
  16. Vintage Photo Mason Jar                                                   
  17. Tin Can luminaries heart-light-diy-display
  18. Heart Candle Jar

 

Please note that I don’t own the photos for any of the above mentioned subjects.

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Art in Matchboxes

I just saw a very nice website that showed creativity and resourcefulness out of old matchboxes. The results were awesome and so cute, I decided to share it here. Who knows, it might spark up some inspiration in doing one yourself, I know I will especially since Valentines is close. I wanted to give my partner a one of a kind special DIY gift which is why in the past articles I have been featuring different kinds of arts and craft projects. It’s amazing what other people could come up with out of the simplest things.

 

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love magic valentine matchbox shrine - paper crafts, scrapbooking & atcs (artist trading cards) 

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Below are the list of links where to find instructions and features on the above projects:

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DIY Valentines Gift Ideas

Since tomorrow is the 1st day of February, you know that Valentines is just right around the corner.

Since I have been going through so many sites, I found a lot of Valentines gift ideas for my main squeeze. Nowadays, it’s but practical (and meaningful!) to give the one you love something that you made yourself and placed so much effort in doing. I guess the main thing is and even though it’s so cliche is that it’s the thought that counts in the end and not really the gift.

So here goes some of the nice and cutesy stuff I found online, will share the websites I got it from for your reference as well. Please note that I don’t own the rights to any of the photos featured on this article.

 

  1. DIY Bracelet
  2. Valentines Hanging decoration                   This valentines decoration of paper hearts, beads and buttons is cute for any size house or budget! Also includes more ideas for valentines day decorations to liven up your home decor!
  3. Heart Candy jar                          Super cute FREE Valentine Printables and Heart Candy Jar Tutorial at the36thavenue.com Pin it now and make them later! #valentines
  4. Unique DIY Valentines day Card                                            
  5. Candle holder Mason Jar                                                                  Heart Mason Jar Craft for Valentine's Day
  6. Heart Wind chimes                                          valentine's day craft
  7. Bird’s Nest Necklace 25 ADORABLE Handmade Gifts under $5! These handmade gifts are perfect for Christmas gifts, Mother's day Gifts, and even birthday gifts. They are affordable, adorable, and super easy gift ideas that you can make! MUST re-PIN!
  8. Tea cup candles                                              25 ADORABLE Handmade Gifts under $5! These handmade gifts are perfect for Christmas gifts, Mother's day Gifts, and even birthday gifts. They are affordable, adorable, and super easy gift ideas that you can make! MUST re-PIN!
  9. DIY Boquet of flowers made out of yarn How to Make a Yarn Pom Pom Flower Bouquet | Camille Styles
  10. DIY Monogram Mugs               
  11. 10 Things I love about you Jar
  12. Message in a bottle DIY Message in a Bottle for Valentines Day | Style Me Pretty for Camille Styles

 

 

 

Check out these cool websites I found online, their creativity is way over the top. I especially love all their ingenuity and resourcefulness.

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Gems in Garbage

I’ve been going thru some articles and photos of nice projects out of plastics, paper and basically you’re everyday garbage. I was blown away by the creativity of some people and could not believe their ingenuity in creating such art pieces. I just had to share some of them on this page. Plus gave me ideas for my business. (Please take note that I don’t own the rights to any of the photos featured in this article. Source: Google Images)

Oh these are just beautiful! Who would have thought you could create such a great pieces out of plastic bottles

 

 

 

 

This one right here is purely made out of plastic spoons.. Cool!

 

 

Another lamp made out of plastic cups.. gorgeous right?

 

While this one right here utilizes plastic bottle caps.. really genius!

Here’s a creative way of recycling old glass bottles and containers

 

This one is a work of art.. made again of plastic bottles.. just lovely!

 

Used pens were used to make this exquisite chandelier

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This one makes creative use of drinking straws

 

The following projects uses everything paper, from paper plates, coffee filters and any type of paper material

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Here are some ideas out of different types of cloth.. really awesome and very motivating to those who are looking out for great DIY projects for the home and even for business

  

      Learn how to make this beautiful deco mesh poinsettia flower - perfect for Christmas! All you need is a styrofoam disc, deco mesh and floral pins. Get the full tutorial for this pretty deco mesh flower!

 

 

The following websites are on my watch list for really fun and creative projects. You can go and check out all the wonderful creations they have on their site, really truly inspiring.

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Just additional tips I picked up along the way, could be useful someday..

 

 

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A topic to discuss

You know when sometimes you run out of words to say?

Like your mind goes into a complete and utter shutdown.. Like a light bulb that goes off all of a sudden..

I get this sometimes.. especially in situations that are far more overwhelming to comprehend like someone saying nasty things to you.. or it could be your mind goes on auto shut off when the person talking infront of you is boring as hell.. or when someone is trying to discuss something completely out of your brain’s league something out of this world and incomprehensible.. or someone you wish never to talk to you starts talking to you again..

How do you normally react to these kinds of situation? When you’re at a loss for words.. When your tongue rolls up inside your mouth.. When all the words even the alphabets lose their meaning in your brain.. How do  you deal exactly??

I guess if you’re someone as transparent as me, it would be so easy to detect but I’m amazed at people who don’t seem to have a single blind spot in their brains.. they just keep going and going and going.. as if their brains work on machines and on hyper drive every single time.. But I have yet to find an actual person who does that.. really..

This could also apply in times when I am looking for a topic to post and write about. I guess a part of the reason also comes from having a lot of topics to choose from, there are so many that you end up not coming up with one.

I guess all in all people have to have some off days sometimes. It allows us to gather more things to think about, and process in our thinking tanks. The way to deal with it at times is just to be subtle.. it’s all about exercising your brain so that even if you shut down you still know how to handle the conversation when necessary or in my case now to wing it in order to put out..

 

Till my next blot of ink! 🙂