Posted in Just messing with my mind

Attack of Sadness

A sudden rush of sadness.

Of wanting to cry.. just shedding tears for the heck of it..

An abrupt attack of loneliness, disbelief..

As if the walls of your lungs are closing in.. crushing your heart..

 

Pain..

It hurts somewhere but don’t know where..

You feel like everything is swirling dizzyingly into one big whirlpool.. of emptiness..

 

Despair..

 As if you’re holding on to dear life..

 Holding on to that single piece of sanity left.. before the breaking point..

 

Solitude..

That edifice you so carefully built around your emotions.. you see it slowly crumbling down..

Succumbing and surrendering to the inevitable that is an emotional collapse..

 

Fighting..

To stop the tears.. to fall into utter hopelessness..

To keep from falling down.. Hold my head up high and move on..

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